Well he whispered in my ear,”Who feels stupid now!”
Have you ever been in that place where you yell at God “Well what now?” I prayed, I thought I was following His leading. The house became available,the rent and deposit got paid, my moving expenses were paid. All seemed to be going well. Then…………. the timetable came, completely unworkable even with childcare. I had to leave before breakfast club began and would have got home long after after school club finished.
I love my children ,I am a mother first. So there I was torn between my dream and the care of my children. It wasn’t a difficult decision to make , but oh do I feel confused. Want to scream WHY?!
Am at present trying to find a distance learning degree course on line.So far have had no replys to my E.mails. Also looking into a counselling course.
Listening acutely for Gods voice, where to now, did I get it wrong? Did I hear wrong, were the answers to prayer not answers? If anyone can spread any light on this ,tell me!